I realize I promised to update this weeks ago.  My last entry barely made any sense to anyone but me, so sorry to anyone trying to figure out the mind of Chelsea...

Once again, life has gotten away from me.  My nephew is three weeks old, and I have no idea where the past month has gone.  Last week I went to Quantico with Steven's family to bring him home.  We've spent every available minute together since...and I'm actually happy being in a relationship again.

My family is driving me completely and utterly insane, which would usually be my topic of venting and anger, but I've been told not to dwell on the negative so much...

So instead, let's pick out everything that's going well in my never dull life...

My nephew is beautiful.  Don't get me wrong, I'm not one of those people who think a baby is pretty just because it has a fragment of their DNA floating somewhere in its teeny little body.  In fact I expected this little boy to come out looking uglier than a Chuckie doll, Lord knows my sister was awful looking.  But thank God he looks human, and even though he cries and I barely get anytime with him thanks to my unmentionable family, he makes me really happy.

I've even been having dreams of a family.  I can thank my sister for helping me develop a biological clock...damnit.  I don't feel so bad, cause Steven talks about it a lot too.  I'm trying not to let things move too fast with him ( speak of the devil, he's calling   ), but it's not easy when all he seems to want to do is support me and make me happy.

Lord he can talk a lot...I'll finish this soon  (promise for sure this time)